A Letter to My Best Friend

Dear my best friend,

            Hey, it’s been 2 years since we know each other, since you say I’m your best friend, and always be your best friend. Do you remember that? So how are you? How’s your new best friend? You know, I’m fine –totally fine. And guess what? My new best friend is so much better than you.

            Well, actually I’m not even sure, are we still best friend? Haha since I know your real personality, I though I’m not your best friend anymore. And if I see your new best friends, I think I’m not your type of best friend anymore. No, it’s not like I’m disappointed. I’m not. I’m fine with that.

            I don’t know who have to blame for this. Maybe that’s you –for being such a jerk and for your biggest bullshit, or we the blame is on me? For being trust you so easily, for being so stupid? Or maybe we can blame the situation for coming in bad timing. I know I shouldn’t believe you that easily. How stupid I’m.

            You know what? I’m so actually so innocent when you come. I don’t know how to react at your caring. I don’t know if someone can lie to other people just to make other people feel so happy. And I don’t know you’re one of them.

            How can you being jerk and romantic at same time? And I wonder why I can forgive you when you confess your biggest lie. Maybe it’s on your charm? And, congratulation boy, your charm has an effect on me.

            No, it’s not like I’m regret your existence in my life. I’m glad that you come to my life. You know what? You taught so many lessons. I can’t even write the lessons you taught me. There’s so much to write.

            One thing you have to know, you’ll always be part of my life.

With lots of love,

Ghina.